söndag 28 februari 2010

Three

Threehouse is about to open for the public. This whole project has been a journey in all kinds of ways, mentally, physically... Sometimes i have wondered what on earth did i walk into, sometimes i have felt so freaking alone, sometimes i have cried, both of happiness and being sad, sometimes i have been so excited imagining about this place being finished. This is a very big step in my life. We all grow and shape into different persons in life, we fall on our way and there are many paths to walk but there is only one present life. I feel like i am on a good path now... I still remember how we put that first paint on the wall here and i started rolling the roller on the walls, through the corridors, i can remember how many times some of the walls have been repainted, haha, gosh. Gone shopping air-conds, beds, plywood, lists, balls, sunflowers and what not with ernesto and robin, i have learned a lot about watching the guys do construction, tried helping out with assisting and run for tools i did not even know existed before this. I have learned through elvin the electrician how i should face someone working for me and hopefully i can put that into practise more when the next time comes around. I have grown quite a lot through this time of construction. I have dealt with facing my inner demons, i have accepted that i can not go living in the past (im sure i will have some more downs in the future but if i compare myself dealing with it now with then and i have come much more mature), i have learned that i have two very precious people around me putting a dream of mine into reality. This project could not have been done without the guys, days and nights they have spent their time here working. I want to say that these are my dear friends. It has been us Three here together from the start and so it will be... i love this, the guys, i love Threehouse...because Borneo, is my hooome :D

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