fredag 21 maj 2010

singapore weekend
































söndag 16 maj 2010

a weekend off, in love

I just came back from Singapore. I spent two nights there at Sentosa Island - Resort World together with my evil E. If i could put this weekend into one short sentence it would be: life is great!

So on friday the 14th of may me and ernesto headed to the air-port in kuching, flying off for the first time together. Just that in itself felt a bit strange, almost a bit scary but exciting. ho ho. We have never gone anywhere just the two of us so that was an experience in itself. And how great it ended up being....

In singapore we headed for sentosa island-resort world where we would spend our weekend at the casino, universal studios, shopping and what not. We checked in at hard rock hotel, where we headed for the bar and bought us a beer each and cheered before checking out our room (487) which was really nice with a view of the water. Everything so clean and nice since it just opened. The room itself invited for some romantic action, hee hee.

Later that night it was time to enter the casino, i never (!!) go to a casino before so i was very excited but a bit nervous at the same time. To get to the entrance you first need to take this long long escalator downstairs and this music is playing in the background at the same time which sound sort of a theme song to a movie, so going in the escalator makes you feel like you are in a movie starring yourself with these nice lights shifting in color....

At the entrance you must first show your passport and after that me and evil e became members at the casino as well (hee hee i got a member card with my picture on it), you can collect points and stuff for like hotels and such at the resort...

Entering the massive hall was quite an experience, i felt like giggling and clung on to ernesto. we headed for the roulette tables and from starting out with almost nothing i can tell you everything this weekend was paid for and far more than that, i never seen so much money in my life. hahaha. A number was tripled, it came up 3 times in a row. what are the odds for that!? haha. I can get used to visiting casinos, it was a strange world, dangerous but oh so fun...

And this weekend i have felt so beautiful, i have felt like a princess, or more like a queen. Being together with my favorite man treating me like i never been treated before...
On saturday morning we woke and headed fir the universal studio where we walked around and took rides until we couldnt take it no more. haha. and it was great fun. we ate good food, we took a lot pictures and i got to do this with the man who means most to me makes everything perfect. After we went back to the room where we had a short nap before going to the city by cab for some shopping at orchard street....

and i couldnt help but laugh and tell ernesto how fun it felt to be this girl with a wealthy man buying me whatever i wanted. i ended up with a beautiful dress from Warehouse (i got a killer ass in it) and a necklace from topshop. ernesto bought some nice shirts for himself at topman. we were actually quite exhausted so after our shopping we just headed back to the island and had a rest before getting ready for some more gambling. And my god we looked good! me in my new dress, shining gold... ernesto hot as usual wearing one of the new shirts. i love the look and feeling of us together and i can say people has given us quite some eyes this weekend at the resort. :D

i love this weekend and i can live on this for a long long long long long time. to go away for a couple of nights, to spend some time with evil e...

and i finally got the courage to say those words i maybe not necessarily would have to say because i hope what i mean is felt, but i just had to have it said. and it felt wonderful doing so. small, tiny words but with everything i feel.


life is good and im in love


(i will put up some pictures from the weekend here or on facebook later)

tisdag 11 maj 2010

cute goes crazy

i heard this funny thing, quite flattering actually. a guy from stockholm told me the other night as i was checking the e-mail before going to bed that i'm always cute and very cute when i sort of "make" myself cute, but it was when i was as natural as i can be and not thinking that i almost look a bit crazy and that was just the way it's supposed to be and that he likes the most about me. hahaha

måndag 10 maj 2010

in love on a peaceful night

From full house to a few, some time for myself and a chance to get some rest....

been cleaning today. had a check-out at 6am, and from there it has been laundry, laundry, laundry and finally i got to vacuum-clean the floors and i mopped the ground floor twice. :) So satisfying.

I'm in love with life and feelings.. listening to Santo & Johnny - sleep walk, moonlight serenade, put your head on my shoulder (...) and other artists and oldies and covers performed by so many. and i feel in love watching out from behind the counter through the window out on the street, waiting for a familiar face to ride up with his white stallion and look at me... hee hee. girly.

outside the window, a dingo with hunter eyes running up the street...


i saw a picture from the streets in stockholm last night. it was a picture of a mother with her child, the background of the citys gray facades, and i felt like i wanted to be her. last summer i spent some time with the girls and we talked about what we never dreamed of a few years ago, having our own families and actually maybe just settle, stop this "atleast 3-times-a-week-visit-to-the-bar" (nowadays i'm actually sober though...), we laughed at ourselves getting older and also how our thoughts were just a few years back and now we were watching other mothers with their children at the playground, and maybe picturing ourselves in their position. it was just something in everyones eyes this summer as we sat as single girls having picnic in the grass watching those moms...

i actually felt like i was about to write about something tonight in the blog but i turned as usual into nothing really. nevermind, thats me. now cigarette and coffee. amen.