in love on a peaceful night

From full house to a few, some time for myself and a chance to get some rest....

been cleaning today. had a check-out at 6am, and from there it has been laundry, laundry, laundry and finally i got to vacuum-clean the floors and i mopped the ground floor twice. :) So satisfying.

I'm in love with life and feelings.. listening to Santo & Johnny - sleep walk, moonlight serenade, put your head on my shoulder (...) and other artists and oldies and covers performed by so many. and i feel in love watching out from behind the counter through the window out on the street, waiting for a familiar face to ride up with his white stallion and look at me... hee hee. girly.

outside the window, a dingo with hunter eyes running up the street...


i saw a picture from the streets in stockholm last night. it was a picture of a mother with her child, the background of the citys gray facades, and i felt like i wanted to be her. last summer i spent some time with the girls and we talked about what we never dreamed of a few years ago, having our own families and actually maybe just settle, stop this "atleast 3-times-a-week-visit-to-the-bar" (nowadays i'm actually sober though...), we laughed at ourselves getting older and also how our thoughts were just a few years back and now we were watching other mothers with their children at the playground, and maybe picturing ourselves in their position. it was just something in everyones eyes this summer as we sat as single girls having picnic in the grass watching those moms...

i actually felt like i was about to write about something tonight in the blog but i turned as usual into nothing really. nevermind, thats me. now cigarette and coffee. amen.